Sunday, June 16, 2013

New phone :D

I am getting a new phone soon!
Having up to date technology is mind boggling and numbing at the same time  but it's a free upgrade so I  can't complain

Saturday, June 15, 2013

Thursday, June 13, 2013


I HAD to have this wig.
It's in the US and my other flaxen
wig I had was just too red colored for me

This one...I felt WAY too ginger ahah

PMS (i hate my genetics)

I've had a horrible PMDD/PMS month and all I've cared about during this PMS is EATING so I wanna show you a few things I've been pigging out on and enjoying to try to just feel "better"

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Awesome e-bay finds

Being a borderline plus sized gal makes it hard to shop for fancy/trendy clothing but I happened to get lucky this time around browsing e-bay :3

Spend it if ya got it!

They just got decorative lashes instock which I've been DYING for
since they're sold out on E-bay
so I figured I'd get the other two lenses I wanted
from there and try out diamond lash glamor eye


I hope my hubby doesn't read my

Sunday, June 2, 2013

quick update

I am finally receiving the rest of my car wreck money from a douche bag without insurance hitting my mom.
I only had 1grand to begin with and it was a big deal to get the rest idk why(had my mom handle it) but I got it as soon as monday :D

Not feeling life lately..
PMDD has given me a UTI and my body doesn't wanna fight it off too well even with all the meds in the world ugh.

I got a flaxen reddish colored wig and tried the SUPER gal kei thing

Thursday, May 23, 2013

Gaming update

I've been enjoying this game WAY too much, especially since I got a HUGE crush on the scout :X

Beware of RTD

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

My first pair (review)

These were HELL to put in only because I did not expect them to feel as light as they do!
(I dropped the first lens like 10 times and had to keep cleaning it)
It didn't help that my eyes are SO SMALL and so are my nostrils but not my butt HAHA
I am pretty shocked at how much depth you can see in a circle lens and it's just a floppy little thing that goes in your eye haha.
Ofcourse my eye wouldn't stop trying to close/blink and everytime I got close to getting one in I couldn't tell because I couldn't feel!
I finally after only bout 15 min got one in my right eye then I couldn't get my left one out when I was done wearing em ROFL

Monday, May 20, 2013

MEET the Scout

I think we have a problem here...
I have always had an eye for this
 little guy ever since I first saw this video.
Oh video game crushes. 
I've had them since I was freekn 13,
 wtf is wrong with me LOL.

I changed my spray to a (cockmeat sandwich) for teh trollz
Only non noobs would know what that's all about

Speaking of COCKS...

My lenses are almost here!

I was bored and out of things to do at midnight tonight so I randomly checked my tracking on my lenses again and LOOK! They should be in my slimy little hands tomorrow 

Thursday, May 16, 2013

I'm a gamer girl, well just a tad

From time to time I will find a game I REALLY get into and play obsessively. For awhile it was World Of Warcraft. I still love it I just do not have the money to keep time on it. I've been off and on with console gaming (mostly X-box) ~HALO REACH WAS FUCKING EPIC~ but I struggle with motion sickness and can't even play 20 min on a game without feeling like my head is going to explode or I want to puke. Not to mention I get a overly drunk like feeling almost like the spins which is NOT fun. It really blows because I want to multi player with my hubby but I just CAN'T! Anywho...with comp gaming I can last a bit longer, an hour or so and I only get alittle of that sensation. I know when to quit but it still sucks. Keeps me from vegging too hard I suppose :P

My current game I am obsessed with :

Thursday, May 9, 2013

Outfit & junk

I make alot of my own clothes and will be posting outfit photos soon.
I ripped this up and shredded it about.

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

Hair Things

My inner gal is telling me LIGHTEN YOUR HAIR, but I want to try a wig out first before I try to remove all the layers of black dye in my hair which will be a process indeed if I end up doing that. My hair is impossible to bleach as it is being that it's soooo thick but I really would like to try to end up with this color :

THIS is the color I would like, it's "Creamy Caramel"
ofcourse I had to pick the lightest color *sigh*

Monday, May 6, 2013

Just a couple O photos

Still waiting on my lenses, got made up the other day&gave my wig bangs

This is the first time I haven't wore double layer eyelashes in so long I couldn't even feel I had any on!
and I tried some new contouring

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

I hate money, wait ...

Money gives you the biggest rush and a worse come down than a broken heart because once you get your money it's gone quicker than you can blink and just when you think you have everything you want you ALWAYS find something else/more you want...why am I never satisfied with what I have or is that just a human thing? I wish I was a cat so I could get away with sleeping as much as I do and not have to worry about money. It's sad though how much of a driving force money is. We HAVE to have it to survive but what the fuck "you have to have money to make money" That's logic for ya.

Sunday, April 28, 2013


I finally ordered a pair of circle lenses… officially 100% trendy as fuck. I love purple and these will go with my new green wig just perfect. I also love how thick the black rim is on them :3 WILL REVIEW once I have them ofcourse! :D

                                                  EOS Pop C Dark Violet

Eyemazing 001 REVIEW

Looks like Eyemazing has done it again by revamping their eyelash packs with two extra pairs for the same price as the old packs of 3! I am glad I held off on ordering these because these are a steal at 15 bux with a few dollars shipping that’s bout $3.50 a pair, what a deal!Here is a link to them on Ebay